Shaking things up over here

Rakaia River mouth (south side). 25/4/08

I've been thinking about what do I want to do with my 'one and fabulous life' - that's a quote but I can't remember from where. Two weeks ago I declared that I was going to close my business and do something, anything else, other than what I'd been doing.

What's shown up for me is that by making that declaration, I've really felt able to look into what do I want to do? I don't have any answers yet but its been a fascinating journey so far. I've realised that I've been living as though I can't have it all and on Monday (2 days ago), I got that I CAN have it all, whatever 'it all' means for me.

All of a sudden, instead of living in a world of stinginess and not being able to, I've got the whole wide world stretching out in front of me, full of possibilities. What's amazing for me in this new space, is that I'm not terrified of it. Rather, its exciting because truly, anything IS possible.

I have absolutely no idea what shape or form this will take yet but its a lot of fun playing with 'what ifs' and 'I could do....'. So my work continues in the meantime while I play around with and in my life. How cool is that?